May 2013
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April 2013
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January 2013
3 posts
Snow days...
With all this white stuff on the ground, I really just wanna be at home cuddled up with my puppy, my love, and a Starbucks hot chocolate watching a movie. Hopefully we can go home early again from work. Stay safe out there!
December 2012
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November 2012
16 posts
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“Either pray or worry. Don’t do both.”
– Fifty Cent
October 2012
11 posts
Educating myself →
So after hearing a discussion on the radio on my way to work about a teen being charged with capital murder in the death of an officer and whether or not he should get the death penalty (even though he won’t due to his age) this is my opinion:
First of all, I don’t think we have all the information at the current moment to make any judgement. I read all the available articles that...
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Bookworm Status...
So after looking at my list of books I’ve read for 2012 I’m pretty proud of myself. So far I have read 18 books:
The Help
Safe Haven
The Best of Me
The Meaning of Matthew
The Lucky One
Fifty Shades of Grey (twice)
Fifty Shades Darker (twice)
Fifty Shades Freed (a friend has my copy so I’ve read it only once)
The Hunger Games
Catching Fire
Mockingjay
Hiding from...
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Work Drama...
So work has been interesting the last few days… I have never had the cops show up so many times in one day even when I worked at the university. I also have never feared being alone with a resident in my office. Knowing that he is either high, drunk, or both at the same time and carries weapons makes me extremely nervous.
However, I am happy to find out that he will be going to Mesilla...
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September 2012
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Just when I thought things were getting better...
So when I thought everything was going great because my mom was told she has a clean bill of health, others things are brought to light.
Yesterday was Labor Day so Alex and I spent Sunday in El Paso going to the St. Anthony’s bazaar, hanging out with his family, then the Diablos game with Jess. Well I haven’t Jess in what seems like forever and at the end of the game we got to...
June 2012
1 post
“Good relationships don’t just happen. They take time. Patience. And two...”
May 2012
5 posts
“Love me without fear, Trust me without questioning, Need me without demanding,...”
– Dick Sutphen
The Move...
So my love left for San Diego two days ago and I miss him so much! The first night he was gone I kept waking up in the middle of the night to see if he was there and he wasn’t… I was so sad!
The day after he left I took an extended lunch break and started packing and moving my stuff. Josh was helping me and things were going great until it came to moving the couches. I dislocated my...
Truth
We must hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know, & lose in order to gain. Because some lessons in life, are best learned through pain!
Treatment #4 Update
So my mommy has put another treatment behind her. But it wasn’t easy. As always, I was sitting with her when they were going to put the iv into her port and before they did anything, she started crying. I knew she was scared to go, but to see her crying killed me. I looked to Sheriff Woody to keep my composer, but she was on the phone crying too. So all I did was just try to talk to her and...
April 2012
17 posts
Understanding Why....
I’ve been a little down lately and today while I was driving home it finally hit me why. Graduation is in less then two weeks away. I should be graduating in two weeks! It’ll be two years on May 8th since I earned my bachelor’s degrees and I told myself that in two years, I’ll be walking across the stage again earning my master’s degree. Well two years has arrived...
New Chapter...
It’s official! After practically living there already, I’m officially moving in with Alex next month. I couldn’t be happier! I love spending time with him and I especially love waking up to him every morning. He is my partner in life and I know that things are going to be great this time.
I have come to accept that I can’t control everything in my life, but I can...
Mommy Update...
I don’t know exactly where to start today… I came home because my Mom has another treatment tomorrow and what she told me literally made me what to cry, but I couldn’t cry in front of her.
She told me that with her last treatment she got really sick. In fact when her friends came over to check on her, they had to call her doctor because she was so weak and almost passed out...
“4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or...”
– 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Dreams
I had a crazy dream last night, but the only thing I remember is it was about fire and burning. So I looked at my dream app to see what it meant and this is what it said:
Burning:To see something burning symbolizes powerful feelings of desire or yearning, especially in regards to sex. You have been trying to sidestep a certain situation that can no longer be overlooked. It may also mean that you...
My Hero
Losing my mom is my biggest fear right now. I’m 24 in grad school and I still have so much life to live, and I want my mom to see it all! I want her to help me pick out wedding dresses and walk me down the aisle when I get married. I want to see the excitement on her face when I tell her she’s going to be a grandmother again. I don’t want cancer to take that away from me....
“A man’s biggest mistake is giving another man an opportunity to make his woman...”
